Too much good all at once...
When things improve too quickly I am wary of it. When things degenerate quickly, I accept it easily and being to deal with it. Why is it so hard to accept that things can be good at times?
I am not the only person I know that feels this way, most people I know have a difficult time letting good things happen. But the bad, many can take those punches with ease, but a pat on the back or a hug knocks you to the ground.
I am also concerned about it because in my head everything is too good to be true. I am foolishly excited for Tuesday night. Part of me says I should, I mean I know I will have fun. But that isn’t why I am excited.
I feel like I am getting set up to fail again. I wish I could just trust that things would work out well for once. But it seems too good to be true, at least what I have perceived and interpreted. Hopefully that is just me being me again…
